i had a dream you were on that table
it doesn’t feel real
this can’t be real
none of this can be real




a few makeup looks i’ve done recently
makeup is fun! lmao
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PIERROT, I DO NOT LOVE YOU ANYMORE.
used sugarpill + cozzette shadows, patmcgrath gold 001+ pencil liner + liquid liner + red liquilust lipstick
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the weight of my chest feels heavy and harsh
trying trying trying trying trying
nothing to show
tiring
i will never be the type of conventional attractive that the general world idealizes so i will make myself as weird as humanly possible till i become the middle school angst sketchbook drawing i’ve always wanted to be
fuck you
i’m somehow accumulating fwb with straight dudes that are weirdly normal people and not idiots? weird
anyway i’m not complaining bc i am in fact exactly that stereotypical faggot with a thing for straight guys. sue me
If you come across as mysterious or enigmatic and are somewhat attractive people will try very hard to get to know you and you’ll mistake this as genuine interest in your being but it’s really just selfish curiosity and when the mystery is gone so is the curiosity